Back in Pittsburgh and fuck do i hate it more than ever.Being at camp makes me realize how much i hate people in the regular world.(Im sure you can tell im not a people person) Theres so much shit thats happened here in the past that i just want to get away from and forget.Then theres people that are here i want to be close to but they just blow me off.
Getting to start over is so hard.When you think your right there and have your chance, this place sucks you right back in.
I have to get a job here and i really really dont want to.Having a job here makes it 10x worse.There are so many people without goals or ambitions here it starts to put you down and i cant have that around me all the time.Thats Not Me!
I wanna perform and get away.Either by myself or with a band.My brother really has his eyes set on getting a band together.Its his main goal in his life right now and Ive been asked to be included and that makes me ecstatic.The quicker and harder we work the faster i can get outta this place.I just have to work at 137% and not let him down.Im sick of doing it.
Then there are women......welll.......lets not get into that cause they never know what the fuck they want =)
